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Dear Mr. Cocktail,

I sit alone in my room
I can hear the raindrops outside my window
I lay awake on my bed

waiting

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What is that sound?
Raindrops? clock?

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"Should I?" I ask myself
I hold my phone preciously, as if made of diamond
Should I? or should I not?

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I like him, does he likes me back?
Will I disturb him? will I annoy him?

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I could still hear the rain
I could still smell the fresh scent

My thumb lay quietly on the buttons
Synchronizing my brain and my heart

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"don't text him", said Brain
"but, I want to", answered Heart
"why?", asked Brain
"I like him", said Heart shyly
"make him wait"
"I'm afraid I'll miss my chance if I do"
"humm.. what if you're wrong", Brain start to analyze
"what should I do?"
"I don't know I'm just a Brain"
"and I'm just a heart'

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God, please help me

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I put my phone down
I close my eyes
I let the soothing sound of rain and scent drift me away

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I pray that he misses me
So, I wait..

and wait

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"NO NEW MESSAGE"

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I fell asleep

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Mr. Sun in up
His warm golden shine caress my cold cheek
I look at my phone

"1 NEW MESSAGE"

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It's him
:-)